“As the sky prepares to settle its tired, aching feet into the night’s velvet slippers I settle, into my armchair, soaking the teabag, of my thoughts, into warm liquidy stars.” - Sanober Khan
I hate my tiredness.
I hate how I don't feel as excited about past hobbies. Or how I feel like I need something more in my life. Or how I feel trapped in this town, in this city. Or why I left Tokyo in the first place. I hate the way my past weigh me down and my future tears me apart in different directions.
There's so much frustration and confusion in my life and I wish things were different. Which is why I decided to give up on why the start button wasn't working and turn the gears of this rusty machine myself. So, now I am solely writing on this blog and working on a few secret projects. I don't know if I did the right thing, I never do. However I needed a challenge, so I gave myself not one but two.
Albums & EPs:
- Coloring Book by Chance The Rapper
- Beautiful Lies by Birdy
- No One Is Lost by Stars
- Conscious by Broods
- Your Name. by Radwimps
- Watashi by Ai Otsuka
- Take That by CRUISR
- I Can't Control Myself by Strange Names
- Cocoa by AAA
- Tokyo Girl by Perfume
- Fire by Shota Shimizu
- Kagoesou na Kisetsu Kara
- Love by Lana Del Ray
- That Don't Sound Like You by Lee Brice
- God, Your Mama, And Me ft. Backstreet Boys by Florida Georgia Line